FREE SHIPPING ON ORDERS $75+! 

Into the Pool

0 Comments

Into the Pool

Author: Laura Hobbs

It’s mid-morning and I’ve just finished a client’s photo edits. Light pours into our living room through south-facing windows, tiny dust particles dancing and defying gravity in the rays. I place my meditation cushion in the center of the rug, my brass singing bowl sitting off to the side. I turn my phone’s ringer off and set my timer for 20 minutes. With one swift tap of the velvet-covered stick, the singing bowl chimes a long, unwavering sound that slowly fades. I close my eyes, inhale through my nose, and exhale through my mouth. “Hello,” I say.

I’ve been meditating regularly for over a year now, a practice adopted after the urging of a trusted and respected colleague. “When we quiet our mind’s prattling, we see the roots of our unease more clearly,” she said over coffee last winter. “Whatever comes up, you simply face it.” This advice came on the eve of the last day at my job; one that I had worked hard to get, and worked even harder to love. After three years, I’d made the choice to move on, and I was terrified of the unknown.

My mind has always been a loud and agitated place, firing from one subject to the next, constantly refreshing, idling and ready for its next assignment even while I sleep. As I grew older, my mind’s restlessness veered into full-blown anxiety. A master of self-sabotage, it can easily lead me down a rabbit hole of fear, unease, and panic, often paired with a tight neck, pounding heart, and a numb right hand. My dad has long suffered the same condition, only ever seeking help through rolling bong hits. Convinced that I’m not held hostage by my genetic predispositions, I set out to take back control.

Meditation didn’t start easily. I began with just three minutes, battling urges to check my email, shoving off reminders of the next day’s schedule, stifling questions about whether the chicken for dinner is already thawing. Over time, three minutes turned into five minutes, and five minutes turned into ten minutes. I began visualizing dumping the chatter’s contents into a bottomless pool, watching as it faded deeper and deeper into oblivion. And what happened when it disappeared completely?

Nothing. And it was glorious.

Slowly, I began to realize that I don’t have to be at the mercy of my thoughts. I don’t have to be controlled by a racing mind and a growing to-do list. I am not those feelings. I am not those uncompleted tasks. I am not that creeping swell of panic. I am separate from all of those things. This realization was both liberating and empowering, granting me the captain’s seat at the helm of my own mind.

These days, I meditate for 20 minutes most days of the week. The chatter still has its place during the first few minutes of my practice, the thoughts shuffling single file into the bottomless pool. What I’m left with is mine to choose. Some days, I see nothing but color. Other days, I see the solution to a current problem with crystal clarity. And on other days, I see an older version of myself, ready to counsel me on what nags with polished wisdom and grace. This time and space is sacred, and it’s mine.

Many people think meditation is too new-agey, too undefined, or too time-consuming. But when you strip away the preconceived notions and the stereotypes, you’re left with a quiet time to reflect, to process, and to simply breathe. That’s something we can all get behind.




Also in Discover

Introducing your Family to Meditation with Muse: The Brain Sensing Headband
Introducing your Family to Meditation with Muse: The Brain Sensing Headband

0 Comments

Looking to quiet your mind during your meditation practice? One yoga teacher shares how The Muse enhanced her practice for her and her family.
How to Choose the Right Yoga Mat
How to Choose the Right Yoga Mat

0 Comments

Want to pick the best yoga mat for you? Here’s what to look for.
4 Benefits of Using a Balance Board with a Standing Desk
4 Benefits of Using a Balance Board with a Standing Desk

0 Comments

Add a Balance Board to your setup to improve your overall health.